### ### ### ### ### #### ### ### ### #### ### ### ##### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ##### ### ### ########## ### ### ########## ### ### ### ### Underground eXperts United Presents... ####### ## ## ####### # # ####### ####### ####### ## ## ## ## ##### # ## ## ## ## ## #### ## ## #### # # #### ####### ####### ## ## ## ## ##### # ## ## ## ## ## ## ####### ####### # # ####### ####### ####### [ Cry ] [ By Knyttet ] ____________________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________________ CRY by Knyttet For me, crying is a way of getting rid of all the bad feelings you build up inside. To cry is a way of getting me through bad times in life. There was a period when I cried a couple of hours every day but I think that was my only rescue from getting mad or killing myself. Life wasn't treating me too nicely then. I don't like crying in front of people I don't know. Maybe because most people think you are drunk or something like that when you cry in public. Or they think you are mad. But I am neither. Mostly I try to avoid crying when others are around, because I don't want people to feel sorry for me. Or to think that they are the reason for all the tears. Cause even if they are, I still prefer to cry in private. To just let all the tears come so I can feel "cleaned" after. I mean, if people can cleanse their colon with water enemas and think they will live happily after that, why can't I clean my soul by crying. I think I'm a person that cries more than the average. Why, I don't know, I just do it. I think this bothers some people in my surroundings. They don't really know what to do when I cry. My best friend knows. It's nice if someone just holds you and let the tears come, or if they just sit quiet and wait. I like to talk afterwards but not when I'm crying. I guess it's not like this for all people, but for me, it does the trick. I wonder if I cry this much because I'm a woman. If I had been made a man, maybe I wouldn't have been this way at all. Let's hope so. Because most men don't like crying, maybe that is from the times when it was wrong of a man to cry. Nowadays, I know some women who think it's the only _real_ proof of love when a man cries because of them. I think they are wrong. Some people cry easily and some don't. And some are good actors. Even though I think it can be sort of beautiful when a man cries, it shows that he is human after all. Or do beings from outer space cry too? Who knows? --------------------------------------------------------------------------- uXu #389 Underground eXperts United 1997 uXu #389 Call SOCIETY HQ -> +1-518-465-6721 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------