911 - September 11, 2002 - A Time To Remember

Sunday Morning - September 7, 2002

The energies speak strongly in New York City - and its surrounding areas - at this time. As 9/11 Nears, Fighter Jets Resume Patrols Over City. I have been watching them for the past few days. They often fly over in groups of three - always passing over the Verrazano Bridge. Some fly at low altitude, allowing you to easily hear them as they pass over the bridge.

I sometimes wonder why it is that the universe brought me to this special place in which I live and work - its majesty of spirit and earth surrounding me. It is here I sit and write, observing the world, my life touching so many readers and connected with many of the important changes, some of which I cannot report here. For all of this, I am grateful as I await that which is destined to come next.

These holiday are a mix of energies - the Jewish New Year of Rosh Hashana - new beginnings - and Yom Kippur - closure - endings - honoring souls who have crossed over - for reasons we may or may not understand. When it comes to those we love - we never can understand why leave us - as we cherish their connection and often cannot function without them. It is all part of the experience of third dimension - the emotions of pain, sorrow, love, separation or loss. One must honor each soul for the choices it has made and except their experiences without pain or judgment. We must view what they do as their experience not based on our personal needs or agendas. We must accept - for in the end it is all projected illusion- the experience.

I have read several people lately who feel a need to change and become part of the Jewish faith, but they are not sure why. They have done a lot of reading - taken classes - soul searching - as something draws them to this religious faith - that it is in truth part of all of our journeys - not just those who are Jewish in this timeline.

It all goes back to the same things I write about - it is a frequency not a faith - The Star of David frequency which is the Tree of Life - Kabala - Merkaba - the souls remembering creational geometry and their source.

[Metaphors are symbols of reality - simply reflections of higher truths - generally one's beliefs and values.]

Metaphors: It is about the 'seat of creation' being in the Middle East - the metaphors of Adam and Eve in a Garden of Eden in the Middle East from which humanity's creation supposedly sprang. This is about the Great Pyramid - pyramidal energies - in that region and the geometry of the land here to trigger us. It is about a race of people - a frequency called the Star of David - souls who were there at the inception of this reality - doomed to walk the planet in search of their homeland - (metaphor for humanity searching for HOME or source) - forever challenged by those who would not allow them to find their way home. It would be these souls who would be part of the events of 911 played out as the villains in our little script the stories of our lives - but are they? Games and metaphors......

No matter how you cut it, all roads and religions systems have to lead back to the same source. These are just ways to help one understand that there is something beyond third dimension - higher - not physical as we are - higher faster moving frequencies that empowers it to be more than we are - something that guides, creates, heals, helps, protects, yet often seems to not be there to make 'it all better' for us!

As a child growing up in a middle Class Jewish community of Brooklyn, I remember going to temple with friends and family. Just about everyone observed the holidays in those years. I attended Hebrew school from age 6-11 and remember enjoying it. Yet underneath it all, something about religious systems - and the fact that people pretended to be spiritual during times of holidays - verses their every-day behavior - never felt right to me.

I did enjoy the social aspects of going to temple, but will never forget the hot weather. September meant dressing up in fancy clothing that was not designed for hot weather. Yet - just about every year at this time - I have noted that NY has temperatures in the 90's during this holiday season - even if the holiday falls in October. Strange energies - I could se the souls crossing over - as this is Yom Kippur - the holiday for the dead.

Last year in this timeline we experienced 911 when I large number of souls moved on - out of 3D reality.

There are those who have asked, "If there is a god, how could he allow this, and other negative events of this magnitude to occur? How could he allow wars that kill millions?"

The 'god feeling' is again a frequency - your connection to a source of creation. It really is not a person per se, but an experience based on polarity - good, god vs. bad, evil, devil. God did not desert you. He is not a man making decisions for humanity.

The experiences of 3D are based on the polarity of emotions that is why an aspect of your soul is here. It does not come to 3D Earth without experiencing drama. We live in the drama capitol - especially NYC - movies - theater - we live in a soap opera reality - with a few talk shows thrown in.

This is the nature of our reality and will not - cannot - change. Our reality can bring joy, love and other positive emotions - but for the most part it is ruled but its negative polarity - dysfunctionalism of souls, fractured souls, who wonder aimless in the 3D realm causing chaos. Much of what souls experience is 'mechanical' - the hum -drum events which we do each day without much thought. The soul waits for something to shake it loose from those events - enter drama into the equation.

Everything - including your body and physical self are frequencies. Reality is based on electromagnetic energies = negative vs. positive = as in poles and magnetic fields = magic = illusion = time = travel through time = phi ratio = spiral of consciousness.

One can never blame a God for creating 911. It is not based on religion as we have been taught. It is a program - created by a source.

On the positive side we are soon to move our consciousness from this reality to one of higher frequency - allowing all souls to move beyond the illusion.

Neither god nor a dark force - 'Trickster' - set the events of 911 in motion. They were created as part of the awakening process of humanity. You may ask, "Isn't there a better way?"

Not really - as a sleeping humanity will not be shaken into wakefulness unless faced with 'Earth shattering' events that shake the soul loose from the grid that keeps them asleep. Some souls wake up alert and grasp events quickly - while others are lazy and need time.

It is not unlike being in a coma. One can remain there until their soul crosses over or one can awaken from the comatose state and experience again.

Last September 11th - I stood on my terrace and watched the planes hit the Twin Towers - then saw the towers fall - as I watched souls cross over - then saw events unfolding on TV. It was like a dream - surreal - it couldn't be happening - my mind went into shock and disbelief - it kept detaching from the grid that was creating the events - that would move us all into another grid reality.

It took many souls days, weeks and months to attach to - adjust to - the new grid reality that we knew was there yet we needed to adjust our frequencies to. It is like turning on a TV - sometimes you have to reset your antenna - dish - cable - to see the picture clearly.

The events were global which means it was meant to be for so many reasons - each soul to find something in this timeline that helps them move forward.

Events came on the collapse of an economy - also part of a Greater Plan. Should the economy have recovered - mass consciousness would have fallen back to sleep in 5762 (5+7+6+2 = 19=1+9= 10= 1+0 = 1 = beginning of a cycle) - 2002 - but this was not to occur. 5762 was a 'One year' - new beginnings in the cycle of we call time that tells us that we have experienced in this game at least 5,762 years - which is not unlike the timelines of ancient Egypt.

This takes us back to God and Goddess - creational forces based on polarities - male and female - Isis and Osiris - yin and yang - polarities - dualities - myths and legends about creation all based on the same metaphors - creation by a geometric blueprint - that repeats in cycles of time - spirals of consciousness. It is really not difficult.

The past year has been a time of trials and tribulations for so many. Here is New York - a city with a pulse of its own - a hub in the wheels within wheels of creations - a place of infinite cultural diversities - combined with the feeling of magic - anything can happen - we are separate and yet united in this great city from which will spring a new creation - as once a new nation began 226 years ago.

It is about the pulse - the energy - the souls who are attracted here each year - 911 having no bearing on this magnetic flow of energy.

It is about Twin Towers - Twin Aspects of your Soul - 'one above' that guides - and 'one below' who sits there now reading these words and trying to make sense of events around it - personal and global.

The events of 911 have many Metaphors.

Airplanes=symbols for planes - planes of reality and consciousness. They crashed = collapsing of the grids - planes of reality that created our old program of reality - changes occurring on many planes.

911- Metaphors: 9=endings. 11 is a symbol for the Twin Towers. It is an awakening trigger - as in 11:11 as seen on a digital clock. 911 - the end of the physical twins and the merging of the ethereal and physical aspects of your soul. To do this the soul seeks balance and healing to merge with its twin flame twin aspect in higher consciousness - that which you seek as your true soul mate - the soul who truly knows - understands and is there for you through trials and tribulations - no matter what you do. You seek that soul all of your life - yet it is You!

Twins - metaphor for Twin Rainbows - the double rainbows people see now - the rainbow bridge of light and color that spirals our consciousness to higher frequencies where we can understand our true nature and the nature of this 3D experience - the rays - ascended masters - etc.

Ground Zero - Metaphor - Ground=the Earth plane. Zero=completion - whole - return to source. For me it is Zero is Z!

I am still connecting with many of the souls who crossed over in 911. They come to readings and speak about their time of transition - many are with us and guide us. Their transition has allowed many of us to move forward in ways we could not have done without this experience.

The 911 souls are not trapped in the grid energies that surround Ground Zero. They are free. The projection of this event repeats like a record that has gotten stuck on a turntable (metaphor for cycle). We view the events like rewinding a tape. The soul aspects have moved on to any number of places, most often to be around those they left behind in third dimension.

Reality is about cycles of time and the spiral of consciousness.

This will be a difficult week emotionally in New York City and in many places around the world. It has been a year I will not forget as I have made new friends on many planes of reality.

Many people will express their frustrations, anger, sorrow, and rage at this time.

Security here is tight, but nothing like last September. I rather enjoy the feeling.

Many have asked me if I see another terrorist attack this week in NYC. I do not - but the crazies will be out there for sure.

Where were you on September 11, 2002? Please go back to that day and remember how you reacted - what you did - how you felt. How have you changed in the past year?

911 - Memorial - Sunday Evening

At 6:30 pm - I decided to go out for a walk to stretch my legs. It was still daylight and the energies felt powerful to me. It was another 'picture perfect' day in NYC not unlike September 11, 2001.

As I was leaving my building I discovered that crowds had gathered along the street on 4th Avenue - the front of my building.

Being in my own little world - seemingly obliviously to the world at large today - I asked my neighbor, Carmine, what was going on.

He explained that a 911 Memorial Service was about to take place in the Cannonball Park. across the street.

A minute later, hundreds of people began, passing in front of my house on their way to the park. It was like the parades I write about. [I really must get a digital camera].

People from all walks of life walked by, carrying signs with the names of those they had lost on 911. the parade went on and on for some time as Carmine and I decided to walk to the park and be part of the memorial.

There I met many souls that I know - living and dead.

I met many of the Irish and Italian policemen and fireman who had become clients and friends in the past year.

Airplanes flew above us. It was a salute to NY - a plane from every state flew over with flags on board from every capitol.

In the distant background one could hear the noises of trucks coming and going over the Verrazano Bridge. Crickets chirped. An occasional tugboat could be heard in the water, moving under the bridge.

The night sky was clear and filled with stars. this is the first time I have seen that many stars in years.

Except for an occasional breeze the energies were calm as people mulled around - some in silence others in low conversation.

Everyone at the service was given a candle, which were lit when it got dark, a short time later especially during a candle light vigil.

Speeches were short - several given by priests who spoke about the candle and how each spark represents something linked to our god essence. How much like metaphysics, this is!? I thought to myself. Okay, you are right...it is all the same...you read the columns and you know.

Senator Vince Gentile spoke about the people lost on 911 who lived in my community, Bay Ridge, Brooklyn.

Several songs had been created for this memorial sung by different people. One song spoke of loss of large groups of people - such as 911 - or during World War II.

The energies of the people were not as I remembered them last spring when many were crying. I would say that most people have cried all the tears they can for now. They came tonight to be in the energies of the group - group connections to the soul.

People from many cultures were there, each with a heavy heart, and issues to clear. I sat next to a man from the Middle East, Afghanistan, dressed in the attire of his country, seemingly not afraid that someone would attack him. He came alone and was very quiet and respectful.

My Jewish neighbor - my age - stopped to tell me that he lost his father last year at this time - not on 911 - and is about the have an unveiling - of the gravestone - just after Yom Kippur, next week.

The spirits were there in abundance. I wanted so much for a least one spirit to manifest for the group - as I know these spirits do all sorts of things in the homes of loved ones left behind, yet once again nothing happened. Okay... I am going to give up on that idea once and for all.

There was a twenty-one-gun salute by several Marines from Fort Hamilton - down the block. This was the first time I had witnessed this.

In all - memorials may be about unity of country - but is more about unity of self. They help us remember and honor of those who have crossed over, but it is more about those left behind in 3D who have issues to heal about so many things. many lost souls don't know where to go for help - some don't even understand the nature of their problems.

As I left the park I stopped to chat with several of the people who had lost loved ones on 911. Most have moved with their lives - as there is no choice in this reality. Money of course is a major factor - as many people were promised aid that has just not come yet.

The events of 911 are a hallmark on the grid. They will forever remain with each of us as we experienced on September 11, 2001. Our unique stories about the events that changed the face of our reality - just as the individual stories of our experiences in 3D - will be told and retold in the years ahead.

There are those in metaphysics who have always felt that the only reason they were born in this timeline was to be part of the global transition that is occurring now. They are here to be part of - and to experience - the paradigm shift of consciousness of humanity. Many of these souls do not feel that belong here - if not for that reason. They see themselves as walk-ins or wanderers - teachers - those with ancient knowledge - here to enlighten, heal and help with this shift. They think 'out of the box' and allow humanity to continue its quest on its Journey Home through the spiral of consciousness.

To have global awakening - we must have a global 'shake-up' - WAKE UP! This will only occur with a global event that the entire world will connect with at the same time. 911 was one such event on the time gird - spiral of consciousness. As we have so many new readers to this column - i will repeat what Z has shown me.

Many psychics have told me that souls seems to be disappearing as if they have gone somewhere - disappeared. The way I see and have experienced it - souls are projected images experiencing in 3D. Their projections are now gone - moved back into source. They are experiencing in other programmed realities - unless you believe that all that exists is 3D Earth and outer space with a few aliens and angels and such who live in other levels with a guy named God on the top sitting on a throne (Leo - crown - lion) - watching us.

The souls who crossed over on or just before the events of 911 have found their truths. Many have moved back to source - others help and heal those struggling with the reality of 3D who cannot make sense of what occurs here. (We never will.)

This week will be a time of remembrance and prayer, especially on Wednesday, September 11th. It may not affect you at all - or it may touch your emotion body. You will see.

For me - I returned to me home with the white candle - partially used and still carrying the energies of the evening. I will light it again when I channel with souls from 911 who have crossed over.

I do not plan to be in Manhattan this week nor at an airport. There may be small incidents but no major terrorism as I see it.


The climate connected to the events of 911 in New York City varies from those who want to rehash the events of the day to those who don't want to relive the worst day of their lives.

Everyone in the city was connected to the events, either by experiencing them first hand or because they knew someone involved.

Many businesses will be closed or give employees personal time.

Last night I watched a TV show in which they showed the planes hitting the towers. Again my body went back into that place; "This can't be happening - it must be a movie!" Remember that the soul does not live in 3D therefore it does not exist in linear time. To watch the events means the soul goes back one year and relives whatever I experienced at the time. I could only watch the program for about ten minutes then I switched to Comedy Central to cheer up! I like laughter - can't and won't involve with drama people.

It is a time to mourn and - as always in 3D - a time for people to deal with their issues. Mourning is about the issues people have that they can't - or do not know how - to overcome - more than the loss of someone they loved. Of course this goes back to abandonment issues when the soul separates from its twin half as it enters 3D. It is terrifying to the soul - separation - help me! - how do I reunite and get back? - am I stuck here? The answer is easy - bring balance to your reality here. Dump the drama and the drama queens in your life - allow everyone their own crazy experiences - then just wait. As we know - 11:11 - 911 - the time is NOW!

The month of September brings universal change : 2003=2+3=5=Change = career, relationships, relocations, physical (weight loss and coming to terms with vices), emotional (lots of tears and moving on), lots of old friends and people you knew in the past coming back for closures or whatever, major soul searching (don't rack your brain about your soul mission - it is to find out that you are spirit having a physical experience that is about to change as you awaken = move your frequency awareness to higher light, speed).

September is a 9 month = endings. Just let go or the changes will be thrust upon you anyway and you will feel abandoned once again! The union you seek - the protector - the savior - no matter who you see on the other side - from aliens to ascended masters to god himself - is really your other soul aspect. It is YOU. Creation is a consciousness of thought that spirals into 3D experience. That's it. All is simple. In the '9' - the more you fight with reality - the more you pursue - the more things pull away. Do not pursue that which must move out of your experience. Let your soul 'bring it'! It will do the 'synchronicity thing'!


September 11, 2002 was a day to remember and a day to mourn, for those connected with the attack on the World Trade Center.

The energies were calm in the morning, but as memorial services began, the strangest thing happened. The wind began to blow - so strongly the gusts were up to sixty miles an hour. As we have had no storms, one has to wonder if the combined energy of Spirit was letting us know that they were present.

In the early morning I 'saw' their souls present and felt their energies - it was a mixture of sadness and sorrow for those left behind. There was lots of love and continuity.

I posted in the morning that there are those who have no connection to the events of 911 who will see this as just another day. We can only experience by association and for many people the events of 911 did not touch their lives directly. We mourn and remember as we are guided by our soul - embracing the energies that are part of our reality.

Lottery Numbers and Geometry

Reality is about geometry and patterns - as it turns out the Pick- Three lottery numbers for September 11, 2002 were 911. Spirit is really bringing messages that they are there and we are awakening.

This is also seen by the extreme 60 mile an hour winds - 60=6=Star of David - that occurred on September 11, 2002.

Reality is a digital program in which we experience through the spiral of consciousness - Fibonaaci - Phi - Golden Mean Spiral